the past does not matters, neither do the present... its the future>>>>

NoThing tO Do

2011-12-09T13:14:00.000+08:00

last post, june, nice one. the last post i was on my way to china, zhu hai. now, i am going on a cruise!!! yay!! at least there is something to update on. it has been many years since i went on cruise. the last trip: i was 2 or 3 years old. wow! don't really remember what i did the last time but this time, i hope to be able gain to something from this trip. hopefully, i could see spongebob on board. heard that there is such promotion on board now. childish isn't it? well, at least its better than nothing. arcade, computer centre, swimming world, i think these are some facilities they have on board. should be quite fun!!look forward to it. okay should be thats all now. spongebob, here i come!!!!! :)

bye bye

2011-06-15T08:52:00.000+08:00

hey guys, i'm now at the airport, on my way to hong kong. okay, its a hong kong fligght but i'm actually going to macau, zhuhai. its my first time there though. quite look forward to it. heard that theres a lot of shopping can be done there. just what i want. shopping--- hahas, my forte( hopefully. i checked that a lot of barginning have to be done . well, most of the time, i could say that i like shopping but when it comes to the actual thing, not sure if i can. quite look forward to it. well, seems that theres a lot of ppl who wans to use the com. i should go... (but the person leave le). opps, just realise that i only have 9 mins left.(to use the com) nice one. 8.49 now(according to the com clock.) my bording time is 8.30 and the flight takes off at 9.30. a five day trip to zhu hai!! okay, i decided to be bad for once and use it till the timing ends. what should i say before i leave. nothing much le. will update more after i come back. look forward to the hotel room and taking many pics.(the keyboard not nice to type) bye bye. till next time!! <)

HAPPY!!!!

2011-05-03T20:43:00.000+08:00

Yeah, it's been a long time since my last post but still, this is going to be a short post. It's from my iPod u c so it's quite difficult to type. But anyways, it's the mid years now and I guess everyone is facing a lot of stress. Ya. I'm definitely not excluded. The exam stress is so bad that my routine has changed so much. Everythingbits all about study now. 2 days later, nope,less than two. I noe I should not be doing this, but since my blog is for recording stuff. I shall just write. To keep away the exam stress, I guess we just have to be more studious but know when to relaxed. To anyone who is reading this:keep smiling!!!!!!!!!!!!! XD

kids

2010-12-27T16:23:00.000+08:00

kids... can they get any cuter???

christmas

2010-12-27T14:43:00.000+08:00

actually i wanted to write about something else but i deleted them in the end. decided to write about christmas instead. did i just grow up or what? suddenly i felt that christmas is no linger as fun as i used to think it would be. i just felt that its an opportunity to replace with my old things and prepare for the new year since its new year after christmas. maybe its my wrong thinking but christmas is no longer fun to me. i'm just happy to receive prezsents and... thats all. same goes with bithdays. anyways, i'm glad to receive many presents and i had quite a lot of fun this christmas, seeing all my baby relatives. can they get any cuter??? i went to do some volunteering work this yr too so, sort of fun la. YEAH, i think thats all. i'm so boring.... ahhhh hahaahahahaa....

13 DEC, 2.15pm.......

2010-12-13T14:08:00.001+08:00

wat should i post??? very bored now.. I've finally settled down with my new furniture into place and ya... trying to live my sec 3 life. its already the second week of dec and yet, my pile of homework lays in front of me, on the desk, untouched... there's only another 1 week and a few days more to christmas and maybe another 2 weeks more to sch re-opening... what should i do.... its like i still feel like i have just taken my PSLE just yesterday and i'm like resting after all my hard work but that was like something that happened so long ago.. i'm just not prepared to..... i really don't know... i'm so confused.... i wanted to post this as a chinese post... i went to IKEA yesterday and ya... these few weekends i've been to IKEA and its getting boring... so i thought a lot and thought a few like some chim sentences :

我在我去过的地方都留下了我的足迹，希望有一天当我想找属于我的东西是能轻易地找到，但到那个时候，已经找不回来了。

失去的已经回不来了，珍惜现在，把握未来。

sigh.... 原本wanted to write a lot then i forget what i wanted to write le... okay, till next time...

RANDOM....

2010-12-10T19:25:00.000+08:00

the feeling to post came all of a sudden. its been another long period of time since my last post and YEAH... its getting boring. Well.. its the holidays now.. ok, the time in my blog is not exactly correct so ya, its the 9 dec, 7.41 pm.... this is practically the time for like count down to school starting since its already the second week of dec and i believe that most of the students like me would have started dong their homework, or say just started with their homework.

Its fine actually... its common to start rushing homework now of the common apart from the "pro" who finished in nov the first week maybe? Who doesn't wish they could be the kind of kid who could finish their homework right after the holidays started and enjoy their holidays till the end.... frankly speaking, i have to admit that they are indeed this kind of students but unfortuantely, i'm not that kind of student... haha... if miracles do happen...

i met up with angie, xenia, elsa today at the library to do my "homework" <> i should say its chatting ba.... at the library...... well... they started working now... and i'm like still staying at home, wasting my time.... i should get a job too.... its been a long time since i meet them... sad to say so... its been a really fun day.. oh, and the bubble tea after library... <> : xenia, its too bad u didn't stay after that...

The feeling of wanting to write came and went.. i have so much to say but all of a sudden, yeah, i dun really feel like writing.....i'm like typing so slowly now.. word for word... i really have to lot to say... my "harden" fingers that can't type really well now, my irriattion with my keyboard that doesn't allow me to hit it quickly, my new-bought furnitures that changemy entire room.. and Well.... the new year that i look forward to. hopefully, it would be a brand new start for me next year. just hav to wait for my upcoming busy year. 2011, here i come!!!

new blog-- officially born

2010-07-10T21:54:00.001+08:00

last post was on the 25 february, which is during chinese new year. its been a long while. changed my blogskin several times, dissatisfied with this and that, posted only after a long period of time. hav to admit, been quite busy to update my blog. actually, mentally, not literally. from then till down, the june holiday has passed and its july now. well, spent the june holidays, playing away.

but since school started, i started to become more busy, busier as the days goes by. july already. time really passes. recently, i have been practicing for both my drama competition and yog performance. school actitvities. today, 10 july, just ended drama competition in the morning. really stressed and nervous. we were doing an opening ceremony for our school, where many secondary schools gather in our school, and yes, we are the host. in short, it is actually a literature festival. as for the full name: national schools literature festival. been preparing for a long while. this week, ever since youth day holiday passed, i have been staying back aftre school like everyday to pratice. our drama teacher is a total perfectionist and thus, ya, we have to pratice till he is satisfied. a month later, i have yog perfermance which the whole world is coming to a small islamd singapore, to watch the yog. big affair. pratising hard. for time to come, i guess that we will have to stay back everyday to celebrate.

roughtly, this is my life after june ends. july. ok la, i should end now.last thing. tomorrow is my birthday. yay. not to announce to the whole world. just to keep as a "sovenir" (sorry if i spelled wrongly) so that when i refer to this next time, i will remember. sweet 14. thats all for now. goodbye.

hellos... :>

2010-02-25T21:24:00.001+08:00

Chinese New Year is over, freedom is over and the most hatred thing: exams, are here. Currently, tomorrow is english literature and followed by science(chem) then Maths. The worst is not over yet. Maths , my poorest subject, although it can be practiced easily. worst fear. think i got to go now. E Lit!!!! Hope i can pass. BB. :)

happy new year

2010-01-03T10:22:00.000+08:00

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time have passed so quickly

2009-08-28T20:49:00.000+08:00

Wooo!!! Another month already since my last post. Common tests just ended but it just means that we're getting nearer to the EOY!!!! EOY stands a 50% of the whole year results. its just means that its another chance for those students who did not do really well to jia you!!! ok la. i also one of a good example. EOY is seriosly a good turnover for me. For the past 50% of CAs, i pratically failed every single english test!!! This is seriously a good chance for me to like get some good results.

But dunno y my eng will fail. i've never never ever failed any subject in primary sch and so i don't expect to fail anyting. This year seriously sucks man!! No matter how hard i work for it, it doesn't seem to hav any difference with not studying. Its just the same!

But my lit test turned out pretty average for me. i had quite an improvement compared to the last test. but i have to admit that if i work harder for my lit, there might be a really huge improvement. This time for my lit i might really have not work hard enough! this is the truth. It might really be possible that i work extra harder for my lit, i might get a chance to get like A1 which i hope i can do so. lit really requires a lot of mermorising work .one thing i have to glad of is that EOY is testing on the little short stories in the little ironies book. the last time in term 1 or 2, it was testing on the prose and stuff like hat so i can't really do well. ok, i know i should not have given such weak excuses but that is just what i think i'm weak in.

this time my history sucks a lot. i pratically failed. and the worst thing is that i was sick on tues, which was the day of my geo test and i came back feeling really blur. that whole day sucks!! n i hate source-based. i just can't score in source-based. ok la, enough of my tests.

next. angie did not go to sch today cos she had fever. n we had to cancel our celebration ofr her birthday on sun. sad isn't it? i hope angie recovers soon!!!! ok, thats all for now. bye~~

i'm sick :(

2009-07-31T20:33:00.000+08:00

flu since wed..... and then cough on thurs... then today no go sch.... i feel so sick!!! coughing and running nose at the same time. had tution just now so tuition teacher advise me to drink water everytime i want to cough. so i am typing now with a big,great jar of water and my fav cup, together with the mozzie w/s. hav been going to the NEA website to find out the ans for the w/s for only some can find ans. still coughing. man!! exams round the corner n yet at this time i fell sick... so tired. sick of sleeping le. hav been sleeping quite a lot today. n the tomorrow got the xsite competition need to go science centre also cannot go le. then got the national day rehearsal also cannot go. doctor gave two days mc..... lucky this week got no hw or else i'll have to do a lot of work on mon le.. :( sigh.. sad... the mozzie w/s got water...... wet wet!!! crying like a baby!!!! :(

random....

2009-07-17T17:42:00.000+08:00

i'm bored... its friday so can do homework tomorrow. but now got a lot of exams. history not sure whether is mon or tues. so irritating. looking at neoprints, watching tv and typing at the same time. feel so sian. very lazy to scan the neoprints into com leh. laptop not connected to the scanner leh. tried taking photos of the neoprints but failed. too bright and blur. fail le..... just finished my xi zi.... stll got maths textbook hw n studying for tests. damm sian leh. common test for chinese must memorise all the text for both textbooks!!!! imagine the number of deep words i hav to learn and ting xie and then got comprehension also. y can't my sch testpaper be the same as other schools??? y so weird de. compre is like everytime must listen to class or else fail la. they will ask you wat the text mean. easy to score but then it will depend on listening in class. can u imagine listening to chinese lessons????? no offense but it is damm boring de lol. this is very very understandable to everyone but unless u're r not learning chinese then that is a different case. everyine knows friday means wat right? himework!!!!!:( let's see my list of homework for today then...

习字课：无字棋
maths 2 percentage homework
check ace-learning for online homeowrk
chinese test next fri . test some ke... lazy to type chinese
history test on mon/tues
maths test on wed

er... still got one more i forget liao...

oh.... and not to forget.... i'm going to watch harry potter tonight... yay!!! :) n its at GV!!! got nice popcorn!!!! n i will never got to ang mo kio the eng wah le. watever. dunno how to spell. dinner time le. gtg.
p.s: hope to be able to change blog skin soon...

worst day!!!!!!

2009-06-03T14:50:00.000+08:00

today is damm freaking boring!!!! nothing to do!!! i am feeling so indicisive.... y is raquel not talking to me??? io feel so lonely.... what the hell is wrong with these ppl. y do u guys not talk. is it very cool to not talk or is it very fun to play mineswepper? do ppl nowadays even talk??? thats not the worst thing yet. its the sch holidays and i am not in the least enjoying myself. tis the first day of holiday and yet i have to go back to sch. then what is the freaking meaning of having holidays??? there's no difference at all !!!!!!! don't want to do the lyrics for the competition. its so boring. oh ya. n y do u ppl like caps lock so much. y must type caps lock??? informal also nvm de lol. shi zai don't understand. currently, i feel like i'm staring at the two beside me, playing minesweeper. let me come to the point. i am so complaining!!!!! let me list down a series of unfortunate events:
1. r.....is not acting normal
2. i hav to redo my speech for the this house thinks that parents should be reponsible for the crimes which their child committed.
3. do a reply speech
4. do case set-up for this house regrets influence of hollywood.
5.the whole long long long long list of hw to be completed
6. i hav nothing to do
7. i don;t feel like doing watever i hav on hand
8. i am indicisive to take MRT or bus

i am so confused!!!!!! can someone help me..... seriously regretted not bringing my tablet n r......is normal now!!!yay she is talking to me now.
erm ok just forget whatever that I wrote about her just now. r...... wrote it and decided to be normal again. perhaps its because of the minesweeper game though. but I dun really care since r...... is fine now and got to go because we have to draw our storyboard liao. the highlighted stuff r actually written by r.....herself. it sounds like i'm talking to myself and they r still quite obessed with mineswepper. when will they stop???? so fake lol. wat proceeding to story .., still playing lol. talking wat??????

I not playing already lor. Is michelle the one who is still playing. I see you type lah. and I realised that I typed one word wrongly up there and I am just too lazy to change it and I would rather type crap here than to change it. funny right. okay let's do our stuff. NO MORE PLAYING!!!
OK. BYE.
muahaha(:

this is soundig like a conversation like what me and aud do in class when we were bored. nothing is changing and nothing is happening. can i continue??? i trying to say that ms cold has said that .... ai ya, becos of r....., i forget what to say liao. ai... waste my time.... GO AWAY... i want to continue.. don't interrupt me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
and was I even doing anything? I just stood there and stone and watch you typing lor. Dun anyhow say say hor.
Ok you see lah I write singlish because of you lor.
Normally I dun do that.
muahaha(:
P.S. stop writing about me!!!
muahaha still

this may be the longest post le... k, i shall start work... don;t get piss offf
P.S : its the end.!!!!!!! no more turns bye
P.SS: BYE

report ( wat ms cold/goh said)

2009-06-01T15:37:00.001+08:00

now i'm in infocomm andnit is going to end soon. its the june holidays and i am here, back in sch. i/we were asked to do a report about today. this is wat i said:
Report
LEARN BASICS THINGS ON FLASH not to forget the button function
Clear my doubts of flash
DISCUSSION ON FLASH ANIMATION
RE-DRAW STORY BOARD
Mistaken by Raquel that my email is blue dolphin instead of pink dolphin
Asked to create an account in deviant art ( animations inside quite interesting)

Should be about all.

By: jowell tan J
Date: 1 June 1, 2009 (first day of june holiday!!!)
(copy and paste de)
michelle is currently playing with my tablet and i am using the sch's com. boring... i want to play facebook!
!! its 15mins to four!!! going home soon.....
made a new "name" for raquel: polar bear (accoding to her email)

yeaterday!!

2009-05-22T20:08:00.000+08:00

haha!!! i hav just edited my previous post n is writing a new post now... if i write everything into one post, i guess ppl would fall asleep just by reading the few lines. o ya.. wat bout today... thinking back..... it goes like this... (like wirting composition) just feel like writing now... sorry wrong le. is yesterday.... k, it goes like this...

we had PC (pastoral care - recognsing yr strengths)lesson in the morning. N the teacher is MRS TAN !!!!! she asked some of us wat r our strengths. i feel that i hav like no strength at all leh... unless u count sweeping the floor as a strength then i must be not bad lol. that period is seriously a waste of time lol. i could use that half an hour to compete and double check my work lol... or at least let that be our extra lunch/recess time then i can do my work ma!!!! lang fei shi jian!!! one week half an hour then one month= 2 hrs!!! 2 WHOLE HRS!!! I CAN SPEND MY TIME DOING SOMETHING BEETER THAN THIS LOL!!!!! theb i kena when doing something else.. hello!!! the whole class is doing other things lol. don't call them purposely want to call me!!!! lucky audrey help me if not i be standing there forever.....

the rst of the day quite ok la. don't remeber anything for now.. will update this if i happen to remeber anything... thx for reading.

my results!!!!

2009-05-21T15:13:00.000+08:00

ahhhhh!!! i got back all my results liao(i think)n its parents conference next week!!! my results seriously sucks and i even failed two subjects: eng n lit.. all eng language.... the eng results not confirm yet n for now, i only wish that after everything is totalled up, i am able to pass. dunno y i just can't pass lit. i feel that it is very hard and that my friend can get 14/15 (another sch). my lit sucks!!!!! y can ppl can so good results???? so stressed..... seriously, next term i must buck up liao.. be like wang yan!!!!! ok, that day was kinda too exciting when i posted this post so it was like half- done. cos i was just talking to my friend and then i forgottn wat i want to write liao. let me explain.... actualy wang yan is a studious girl in my class. everytime i see her, she is like studying and forever non stop. ok, i feel like i m exaggerating but she is seriously good at studying man!!!! n thats y, i want to be like her. no offence but she is seriously a study freak!!! i seriously want to learn from her lol. the whole class is in chaos n yet she can focus on her work. she practically ace everything lol. and me......... hard to compare la.....

facebook

2009-05-14T15:22:00.000+08:00

ahhhhh!!!!! i have soo amny requests that i can't even delete them!!! sooo many!!! irritating.. too long le. now i must delete all of them!!! is there more interesting stuff to do in facebook? i am getting quite sick of pet society and restaurant city le... boring!!!

weird stuff

2009-05-14T07:35:00.000+08:00

ok!!! i am at sch now n there r many ppl not wearing shoes!!! wat is wrong with them????? the whole class is in chaos now but not so bad la. yesterday when acc teacher not here, whole class crazy like hell!!! 109!! famous for everything. now there is a tablet on sale which costs a dollar and it is pledge-taking. ok, i shall pause. aiyoh!! nobody interested in pledge-taking lol!! and it is PC lesson soon. boring!! audrey(lucky hazel no come today) is super excited about sex education and can't wait for it. also, she has decided to keep spamming me for nothing!!! wu liao! now is 8.45 and there r not much ppl online(except my classmates). mrs tan not here yet. no wonder so crazy! audrey say that if i don't reply her, she will keep on spamming me which is something that do not bother me much! oh ya, ppl r spamming me with those virus and it is like so bothering me.

nothing to write!!!

2009-04-24T19:24:00.000+08:00

can u believe it????? because my mum's friends had facebook, my mum had an acc now. say wat : i very stress, want to understand how i feel!!!! 4 goodness sake, its like super irritating lol. super frastrated!!!! dunno wat 2 do.... now finally i got some peace by myself... if not how to post???? hate it when i post n ppl sitting beside me keep looking... so no privacy lol. i seriously dunno wat 2 post le. everytime i post, the time difference is so long n i sorta repeating the same thing everytime. very sian de lol. another thing 2 share is that the stupid audrey keeping calling me by my mrs tan's name!!!!! irritating!!!!! haiz..... i'm feeling so vexed!!! i suck at everything.... dunno at 2 do lol!!!!

BAD news!

2009-03-03T18:41:00.000+08:00

pretty sad leh! today the HDB got accident happen. but we r able to leave the school early at 2.15pm. frankly speaking, i am quite enjoying class when Dr foo made this announcement. till now, i have no idea wat happened that we had to leave the school. but hor, i thought i heard say tell parents go clementi MRT station to fetch child, then i stupidly believe that must go there. actually no need one lol. sigh.....

i love my school!!!!!

2009-03-03T18:08:00.000+08:00

OMG!!!!! l had an air-conditioned classroom yeasterday!!! my god! i was super happy lor!!!!! however, we r unable to control the air-con, then very stuffy lor!!! no choice lol!!still switch on the fans.but the good news is that we can control the air-con temperature latest by next week. cool rite!!! yeah!! further more, i will be able to collect my new tablet on thursday afternoon. oh yeah! i am damm happy lol! these are the freaking damm good news!!! i am super happy!!!! as the HDB project ( read as prau-ject) will need more than 4 years, we are having air-con lor. so cool man! soon, i will be using my tablet for all computer stuff le!

assembly

2009-02-19T14:50:00.000+08:00

ai ya!!! its been soo long since my last post. school has been pretty busy 4 me. still can't cope with my work as there are too many subjects!!!! due to this, i am unabl eto visit my blog often and so post very little lol!!!! dunno wat to write leh!!!! oh ya, today assembly is bout immersion tours. those upper sec go to brisbane and china. soo cool lol!!! make me very excited leh! want to go. think only upper secs can go. since my last immersion tour in primary six, i have been looking forward to go for another one liao. them interesting de lol!!! must go la. the last time, i go china, suzhou. never ever go to US before. wish to go. also want to go japan, bribane, gold coast and other exciting places. k. gtg bb!!!

school

2008-12-24T15:17:00.000+08:00

ooooo... after christmas, sch would soon begin and we would get busy again!!! next year i am going to sec 1 n would be lesser time on the computer. sooo sad. for now, i can only try to use the com as much as i can. sad.......however, i m quite excited as i m going to a new sch!! i would make new friendsand grow in another new environment. there would also be new new teachers. i hope my teachers would not that fierceand that i can get along with them well. hopefully the teachers would be good and crack jokes with us often instead of scolding us. actually there is not much use in scolding anyway. in my opinion, i feel that scolding only will affect the teacher's health. instead, the teachers should talk calmly with the students.sigh!!! y mus teachers scold?????? jus don't understand.sigh!!!! anyway, i think sch will be interesting. after all there is an orientation which allows us to know more about sch and those ccas. can't wait for the first day of sch.. yay!!!!

busy busy busy

2008-12-24T13:51:00.000+08:00

sigh!! these few days had been pretty hectic for me. i am always so busy and have no time to update my blog.the last time i updated my blog was 14 dec. its been so many days.many things have happened!!!! on the 18 dec, i received news from moe about my posting results. i was sleeping soundly when my mom burst into my room to wake me up and told me about my posting results. i was so happy. i got posted into nan hua which is where i wanted to go. that moment of joy was ......... i do not know how to say it. i'm jus too happy!!! on the 19, my whole famil accompany me to nan hua to purchase my textbks.at first, we had attended a talk by students and the principal. it was a super long talk lol. the whole session lasted about 2 hrs. by the end of it, our legs were all numb and pain. the worst thing is that we had to listen to those parents ask questions while sitting on the floor to listen . when the students spoke to us about a special class in the sch called the tablet class, we got fidgety. our legs were all numb and yet we were all not allowed to stand up. the tablet talk was quite interesting as we learnt a little info about the class. i wanted to join it very much. however, if we got chosen, we had to buy the tablet which cost about $2400. very expensive rite? think so too. but i would still hope that i can get to be chosen so i can learn more things while young. after the talk, we proceeded to buying the uniforms and books. that day, i bought my uniforms but not my bks as there were too many people. we decided to buy it on tues instead after we have settled down. the uniforms were soo expensive. the bks have also added up to $300 plus. this is like 3 times the price of my primary sch bks. before buying the bks, i hav made some comparison. most schs sells their books at many different rates. this is so unfair!!!!on tues, i bought my bks. i realise how expensive the brushes were. for 5 brushes, i had to pay $13 plus. quite stupid lol!!! however that day was my happiest day. i bought many things which made me quite happy. i manage to buy a pair of sch shoes which fits me just rite.isn't that great? this is the first time i manage to buy a pair of shoes which does not require me to spend much time to look for shoes. remember about the brush? i returned it the next day immediately.ohhhhh.. it is the 24th already!!!! tomorrow is christmas liao. i probably do not hav time to write tomorrow so here i wish everyone a merry christmas and a happy new year. i hope everyone would enjoy their christmas parties. i can't wait for christmas. although i already know what my family members would give me as christmas presents, i hope that my relatives would also give me gifts so that i would have many surprises tomorrow. i can't wait for tomorrow to open up my gifts. CAN'T WAIT!!! i am sooo excited!!!!!

OMG!!!

2008-12-15T13:59:00.000+08:00

it's been so many days since my last post... i really don't know what i can write. my life is so ordinary that i have completly nothing to write about. pretty sad huh!! i used to find creating new posts in blog boring as i have nothing to write about. as i have lost my password or not satisfied with my blog, i have deleted many and creating new ones. it is so troublesome. i am not really a computer person so i don't really know how to change background, add friends or even download some other things. as for this blog, i am actually trying to find a time when angie can help me to beautiy this blog. but however, i could not find a suitable time and so it has been dragged for months. sigh. i have been intending that after angie had help me with my blog, then i would continue posting new posts. but i could not bear it anymore. i need to write new posts as many things have been happening and i desperately need to write it down somewhere. i think this is the best place to do so. the school holiday have been so boring. i am always do the same things everyday. i want to add colour to it but do not know how to do so. sigh! also, i need some advice!!! i just realise that i am not quite a talkative girl and do not know what to say when talking to my friends on the phone. can anybody advice me????? i tend to agree with what my friends say and always have no topic to talk with my friends. i do not understand why they always have a topic to talk about and i always do not have a part to play in it!!!i am so sad!!also as my mum do not allow me to go out during weekdays, i could not meet up with my friends often.whenever my friends decided to go somewhere, they would always ask me. however i would always reject them as i know what answer my mum would give me. at first, i did ask my mum, hoping for a good answer. however, i am always disappointed. after many times of trying, i finally give up. as now is the holidays whereby we have time to go out with our friends, many of us would meet up during weekdays instead of weekends.as everyone knows, weekends are usually days whereby everyone spend time with their family members instead of friends. however, my mum always tell me to meet up with my friends on weekends instead of weekdays. obviously, many people would not be able to make it. this suggestion is obviously stupid. i really don't know what to do!!!!sigh!

days in suzhou

2008-11-05T18:33:00.000+08:00

2nd day

we had a welcoming celebration that day. the teachers and students were all very kind to all of us. some gave us gifts too. all sooo kind to us. as we had to attend lessons with them that day, i managed to know more about them and know some friends. when i went into the classroom that we were appointed to, many students were smiling, welcomeing us. however, i felt a special connection with a student. she kept smiling to me throughout the whole lesson as if i know her before i came to suzhou. but it is actually my first time meeting her. i was quite surprised when she kept smiling at me.that day was fine. nothing much to say...

3rd day

we went to the farm to experience the hard work of a farmer. when we reached there, we found out that we had to pull out the sweet potato from the soil. most of the girls were disguisted by the scene. there were many insects crawling on the soil in front of us. it was a horrible sight. at that time, i suddenly regreted my decision to come to suzhou.to make it worse, we had blood dish for lunch. i felt like vomiting. it is actually chicken blood made into cubes. quite disguisting. in all, the whole meal was horrible. the soup was super oily and the dishes were all salty!!!! later, we went to the temple nearby. it is also a tourist attraction.[i think] the temple quite big. very nice. learnt many things in the about the temple too. the most funniest thing is that everyone pestered the teachers to let sit on the "car". [the golf also have one] in all still ok.

4th day

BEST DAY EVER! went shopping. that day is the day when the students 'parents will bring us out. sooo fun lol. first went to zhuo zheng yuan( one of the attractions of suzhou). pretty nice!! got many pretty flowers. learnt lots about the history. later went to friend's house to eat lunch. played fun games with her two elder sisters too. ate da zai xie. one of the speciality. best during this season. super delicious. after that, we went shopping. too bad our buddy did not like shopping. angie and i had a lot of fun shopping and bought many things. the items were soo cheap and we could not resist the urge to buy.

Going To Suzhou

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now is already the third day of my trip. WOW!! time flys!!! but however i will still write and share about the happenings this past few days.

DAY 1
i am soo excited! i can't believe i am going to suzhou!!! i am going to take the flight to shanghai now. actually, i am feeling both sad and happy. why sad? i have to take a SIX hours flight. hello!!! a SIX hours flight. this my first time taking such a long flight. fortunately, this is a SQ plane.i am quite happy as i get a chance a go overseas with my friends.after taking the stupidest flight, we went to lou feng ... school to rest. oh ya not to forget. something to highlight. as when we reach shanghai's airport, it was already 3 plus so that day got no activities. it was a long bus ride from shabghai to suzhou. and so, everyone were so tired that we slept in the bus. i realised that when it was 5pm, the whole sky was very dark already. it was like the 7pm in singapore. cool rite? anyway, i hate it. as it was a deserted road, there were no headlights. i wonder how the driver drive the bus. need to emphsiasize: IT IS SUPER DARK!!!! after what seems like eternity, we finally reach a hotel where we have our dinner. by then, it is already 7 plus. sad rite?nvm. after dinner, we were sent to lou feng ..... school. we were welcomed by a few teachers. they gave us a warm welcome and i felt very happy. k. thats all. will share more.

intro..

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hi guys.. many of u might have realise that i have changed my blog many times.. very stupid rite? nvm.. anywayi just hope that this would be my last time creating a blog and also hope that this blog can lasat long. when i am creating this blog, i am actually in suzhou.. i am enjoying myself very much.. have also took many pictures so will post in later entries. so take note!!