I couldn't sleep. These few night, I just could not sleep. I would lie in bed for a long time, unable to sleep. I thought of a lot of things. All kinds of things that i could not even remember now that i write about it. What made me write this post was because i was unable to sleep. I'm in the school library as usual, studying. It wasn't easy to get into the study mood because I kept thinking about playing. Exams is just in less than one month's time. Just as I feel like I should take a short nap so that my concentration can be better before i go for exams later, i wasn't able to for asleep. I tried to sleep as usual but i just could not enter dreamland. Its like there is an invisible door blocking me to enter dreamland. Its like I do not have the privilege to go in. 

Short naps in the library have always been my favourite while I study as it improves my concentration and allow me to study better. However, this time, it is different. I kept thinking about many things and just could not fall asleep. Is this stress? But it just does not make sense to me. All the things that I was thinking was all rubbish, as in, its not even school related, why would it be stress? Everything just does not feel right. 

Am I thinking too much these days? Is it because I have grown up that does not give me the privilege to just rest and not think too much? These questions often surface in my head whenever i can't understand why i'm thinking so much. 

But anyways, i feel much better writing this out, its like as though i have told someone about all my feelings. I only hope that this situation can improve and not affect my studies. OMG, my panda eyes!!!!!