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Sunday, March 20, 2016 | 7:01 PM | 0Comment Today. Out with my lovely best friend where our friendship began in primary school. Perhaps I have been having too much alone moments that I didn't even realise how lonely the inner me felt. I thought I was enjoying myself, only to find out its the opposite today. It somehow dawned on me that I haven't been able to be truly myself all this time while I am hanging out with my friends. I thought I am acting my real self with all my friends as compared to others, being cheery and saying what I like. But today's hangout made me realised that I have been holding back on a lot of things I wanted to say or act. I have been trying to cater to my friends feelings and thinking twice about my words that today's hangout made me feel like I have been released. Its like a relief feeling that I can finally be myself, a break from all the fake, "makeup", " concealment". I can't be more thankful to knowing her, someone whom I can be so comfortable with, even in silence. I don't know how long this can last but I really cherish our relationship. To my best friend & sister: Thank you so much for this 9 years of friendship my friend. Staying in close contact has been not easy as we grow up, with so many external factors such as new friends, new environment, and even different mindsets, but you have always been so real and so you that helped me to stay on track. There were many times which I became easily affected by my surroundings but everytime we meet, you reminded of staying true to myself and being real to everyone. Its like, you can never be affected by anyone and I really love that fact about you. Without you, I don't think I will be able to maintain my sanity. I'll probably be lost on some other track. Of course, its the strength of all four of us combined for me to continue being myself but its more of you that reminded me constantly about not veering off course. I love the fact that the both of us can talk and shop, having the same taste, being comfortable in speaking and silences and I most defintely love the fact that there is no holding back between us. I really wish the four of our friendship will stay strong and gold. I can't say that we will remain the same like now when we are young but I hope that no matter what happens, lets change for the better together and always stay together. I love you my lovely sister. |
