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The disappointment is real}
Friday, November 24, 2017 | 12:06 AM | 0Comment

No wonder they always say, "you will know when you become a parent..."

I felt that I just made Dad disappointed just now...

Just now, Dad just asked me to travel together to Zhuhai. Because I haven't had the opportunity to go there, he excitedly told me the news and said that he wanted to bring me there. But I had to reject because I already had plans for those few days. and because... those were the precious few days I could spend with my bf before he flies off...

This was probably the first time I am rejecting my family because of someone... I gave the excuse that I had work but I really wanted to go because I could feel Dad's excitement for it. Those times which I had rejected before were simply because I didn't want to go but I could feel that my parents were alright with it too... But this time, the disappointment is real. 

I really didn't want to disappoint Dad, especially since Dad has been really busy these days. I was really tempted to ask for my bf if I should go but we can only meet for that few days in Dec and after that both of us will be on exchange for the next 6 months already. This is really a test into our relationship since we just started only... I'm really in a dilemma.

Even now that its been confirmed that I do not need to go, I still hate to disappoint my parents.... Haiz... no mood to continue now..